It so funny, or even mysterious how the human mind work. People just like to brag. That includes me at times too, I guess because I am just like anyone else, showing off without realising how silly I am. The fact is, I really hate it when people start telling others how great they are, directly or indirectly.

Hm.. this post is an irony itself. I meant, I am conscious that bragging is B.A.D. It annoys, irritates and sometimes hurt those that are trying really hard to listen to you, giving you that fake smile and thumbs up for things that you can achieve; or sometimes, feeling even more down because you have your THAT moment shinning while we are close to desperation.

Probably, sometimes you just want to share your joy with others, or tell others about THAT great expereince or THAT challenge you overcame (most likely that you were the only one) , and at that point you were simply excited and feeling euphoric and you can’t stop your mouth from babbling. Or sometimes, you are simply happy with the way things are and you somehow think that everything is in your hands, and when people just talk about life, you bluntly tell ( or brag actually) others, especially those that are younger than you, how smart or brilliant or what-so-ever you are.

Then again, I guess we should always remind ourselves that we are only a tiny miny person in this world. We can never gain all the knowledge of the universe ( TRUST ME on this. If you watched Indiana Jones 4, you will get what I meant. Apparently, your brain will burst or something.), simply because there are always more to learn =) . And more means never-ending in this case.

Sigh. Random thoughts again. Haha. But I am celebrating it. As in being tiny and all.

YES! That is the word to summaries everything now. *yawn*

which i am NOT supposed to be feeling actually. cause all i did was sleep sleep and sleep, but of course, eat too in the middle of everything.

Maybe I am tired of this. The meaningless days which crawl by, the emptiness I am feeling, the all-too-ordinary kind of life I am having. Seriously. Outings. Gatherings. Dinner at Fridays. Movies. The oh-so -typical-life of teenagers these days.

Hm…. but outings should be fun. As in, it should be like some kind of activity that you enjoy doing. You should be excited about meeting long lost friends, or simply hanging out with people that you really love spending time with and of course, those lame jokes and crappy comments that will make up those pieces of memories that you will laugh at when you are like married or old or dying in the future. ( i wouldn’t know but it does look like that in movies and books.)

Oh no! Why am i complaining?! Am i turning into some social outcast! Probably sometimes I am one. Like I want to keep to myself and I just don’t feel like talking and I can’t help it when i YAWN. Like now. I m yawning again and worse! tearing too!!!

And speaking of outings. I gotta get energized so that I ll take my butt off my BED <3!

*yawn again*

I am not saying that it is a totally bad thing. In fact, it it actually a GREAT thing  ( I love being inspired!). Yet, when that fleeting moment of inspiration is gone (probably it is more than a fleeting moment, for I believe some can last for days or weeks or months ), everything will go back to it’s original dullness. And, I will tend to wonder how in the world did i started that project or those plans for a so called fun-filled-with-no-hassle gatherings or trips ( it’s always troublesome in some way or another)

So yea, it happens and sometimes I will be even frightened by my own inspiration (and randomness). Or probably it is just me. Maybe i have to keep that flame burning (so drama). After all, inspirations are needed in LIFE! (at least for me) or else it will simply be boring and mundane and everyday you will just go through the same old routine of life.

I seriously have no idea where  my ramblings will get me to. Just… well, be Inspired!